smile again

and she said, i beg your pardon..
can't help it but to smile.
seriously, you can hardly hear that nowadays.
i miss those days when my language was simply profound.
now that i have catch on with the chinese slang and killed my malay accent, its time for drastic measure.
it has been super hectic at work and i really really mean hectic literally.
very exhausting, sleep-deprived, late night meals and falling sick.
but appreciate the well wishes.
didn't expect people to care though.
maybe its not about changing but just to realize and move on.
cheers.